19 February 2012 at 07:08 PM
The Soul's Talk: My last six months (in old body ) and first six months (in newborn body)
S.S. (Super Soul ) and Me (Soul)
Last six month of my in a body :
I am in great pain , my Body is getting weak , I use it as tool I want forcefully throughout my life , I never bother much why I am in it what is the purpose to acquire it , why I made prayers to God to give me proper family proper womb . God give me all according to my Destiny … I lived 79 years in this Body .. now I am going to complete 80 years in few months .
Throughout my life I was in thirst for my unfulfilled wishes , I was in pain for my Physical Illness … now I am more ill , I can feel time of the Body who was allotted to me is going to finish , My body is dyeing slowly , Medicines are not responding as they used to respond earlier. From past few days bed soars are appeared , Oh …. My illness my soars are much paining , I knew it I am beautiful soul , this pain is nt in me but feel is intense …
Death is knocking my Door, why my feel is saying forcefully my body my beloved are where all!! no one is close to me , every one is sleeping … they have no idea my depart time is very close ( my depart time !!!!) what I am saying !!!
Ohhhhhhhhhh…… Aaaaaaah ……… this is my laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaasttttt……… Breath …………
I am Ether Now:
“My soul there is an image of you on each side of six sided mirror cube that we call a universe.
I am floating around my Body … my beloved are now get collected but my most favorite …. Where is he !!
But why I am thinking all … I am beautiful soul !!! something thread is this that I am taken from departed Body…
I have no body , no heart, no brain, what is trying to be with me ? Oh Supreme Soul ; Please Guide me !!
S.S : this is your karmas and destiny !.....
Me: Oh .. Ok .. but I don’t want to look back!! There were multiple pains.
S.S: No Need To Look back, My Dear!! just look Down !!! (with ever mysterious smile) .
I looked Down: OMG … SO Beautiful world is, so Colorful … I want to live here again..from where I am coming ….. !!!!!
“Oh Sky, without me, do not change,
Oh Moon, without me, do not shine;
Oh Earth, without me, do not grow,
Oh Time, without me, do not go.
Oh, you cannot go, without me.”
O, Indeed ….. Yes ~~~~
This time I will live more wisely..
(I think I read my Thought so that S.S. smiled and ask)
S.S : Do you want to Go Down Again or do you need rest !!
ME : YES , I need Mortal Body to feel this Beauty , I Must have to go down .
S.S. : THEN , you need to choose womb for you .
ME : can I ? (Happy with smile)
S.S : Yes you can; according to your destiny.
Me : thinking > ( I will select this time best womb to me )
( I Chosen a womb according to my destiny )
Me : thinking > (so what !! I know how to live there , I am going to attract with soulfulness of earth , love is there , beauty is there , and my motive is with me )
S.S. : What you think !!! motive , in this departed body u forgot , remember !! you get attracted there from many illusions , now .... where are they, no one is with you ?
Me: I saw around and thinking > (Oh… yes !! those were very important for me , where are they !! society religion values , where are all , my wife my son my daughter , my beloved where they are !!! nt with me ) this time I will strictly Follow as whatever S.S. says .... actually ... I love wind , I love nature , I love to my Growth , I need more to learn For more learning I need Body again ,
I must do this time best to me without fail.
Yes … I will , yes … I will , yes … I will .
( again S.S. smiles )
S.S : SO WHAT YOU THINK ?
Me : I will go DOWN , in Healthy Body and Healthy Mind with your Blessings .
S.S.: O. K . , listen carefully as I told you earlier , this time again I will remind you , whichever womb u selected, destiny will go with you , Don’t forget your Actual Motive because Maaya is very powerful
she will grab your Mind n Heart , like before .
Me: thinking > (yes … yes…. Yes… not this time, I am more intelligent now )
S.S (Smiled): I am informing you everything related to your new Body ,
you also have to know about the Body , the seed of Body chosen by you
it has few generic problems . its life cycle is 90 years this time , you must have to
complete all your targets during the Age Given by destiny and by generic .
Me : Ok , I will take care full of your words , thank you S.S.
S.S : Blessing !
And next moment ……………I am …… where !!!! …….. this is some very dark place …. Can listen few sounds , whats this !!
S.S : Son , this is your pre-selected Womb …
Me : I am happy to come back again on earth , I can feel again all beauty of earth through my sense , thank you “S.S.”
AFTER SOME TIME ….
whats going with me ,
some one is pushing me and some one is pulling ….. Oh …. Oh ….. Oh …….
some one has caught me ….ha ha ha ha ha ……(Great laugh ) wonderful ......all is so shine , I can feel now , I can see the world now , I can touch , I can hear the voices , ha ha ha ha ha ha ha (great laugh) ,these are my legs, hands, eyes, my fingers, How Beautiful I am .
Me: S.S. thank you for everything.
S.S.: God Bless my child !!
( my days are passing all Joy with S.S., I have all ... what I want )
But these people.... who are they !! what they are trying to say some thing , they have strange sounds , I can catch smile , I can catch laugh , I know they are very happy with me , but why ?
Me : Oh …S.S. what I do ?
S.S. : As you start to use the way of these sounds , immediate , you will forget your all memory of past as Either .
Me : No , please No , Do not go away , I beg you !
S.S.: My Child , I will be there with you , you are not alone , but you need to effort to be with me .
(AND SLOWLY SLOWLY MY MAMORY IS GETTING FADED, THESE PEOPLE ARE WHAT TRYING….!!! I DECIDE TO LEARN >>>> AND MY SIX MONTHS GET OVER)
My new life begins with new Body , new happiness , where definition of happiness get changed , even I Do not aware about this transformation , I Forget , who am I , and from where I am !! what was my Motive !! , I am doing love my relations much , I like my culture , I love my happiness , I love to look Beautiful , I love to wear new new clothes , I do nt want to be Sad , only one thing getting upset to me that is .. I hv no control over sadness and illness, but my effort to be happy and healthy at max…………………… I love travelling, I love eating, I love to give respect and to give respect, other hand … I hate …. This , I hate …. That ….. bla …bla…. bla ….. !!
Knocking ………. Knocking …………… Knocking ( is this only whatever you wanted )
IS IT ME !!
Awaken MY memory of the infinite connection to source and beauty....its ALL within ME...♥