Same here, i am taking another example to express ; I can see rainbow , I can feel rain bow as second party and if I have see and i have feel than must i can live also rainbow inside, with little smooth effortless effort , but i can never touch the rainbow .In very Intense meditative stage..feelings appears as real .
Same with Death Meditation Experience , you can see as second body lay down dead , as sensitive person you can presume also (may be most closer) the pain of loss to concern person . even in intense time you may take meditative feel also as dead sensations of another person .
But as universe always represent themselves in layer here is also layers of intensity and sensitiveness .. here also layers of feeling deep ... if life is everywhere , as counter part death is also everywhere .... in different circumstances , by different illness , in different age groups , in a very different perspective ...
cos as Birth is very personal unique and alone same Death is also very Personal Unique and Alone
So death meditation is not chewingum to chew ... it is reality bite in layers .. Call to all layers and welcome to all layers with neat hanky to soak sweat which may appears as experience in body . but do not leave the opportunity . cos it is purely yours ; BIRTH & DEATH personal to everyone . but feel are like frequencies can travel long .
read again as you read many times before, and you find layer of understanig here also with each knock :-
" Dheere Dheere Re Mana, Dheere Sub Kucch Hoye , Mali Seenche So Ghara, Ritu Aaye Phal Hoye
धीरे-धीरे रे मना, धीरे सब कुछ होय, माली सींचे सौ घड़ा, ॠतु आए फल होय ...
Slowly slowly O mind, everything in own pace happens , Gardener may water with a hundred pots, fruit arrives only in its season"
Do not forget only death meditation is able to serve ultimate feeling of real love care n share compassion and gratitude .. none of others ..