Journey & gist of four steps and fifth is hidden , i think that is Haridwar at final ; i m sitting on a rock of austerity with tatva and my soul moves-on toward's Fifth Gate
Final Station of Haridwar (God's / home Gate) is my ultimate destination i started journey , brought ticket and boarded on train :- and in between every station is appears as full achieved destination ... but it was path ...cos train again moves ..
1- after getting severe liberation desire I feel after austerity that Universe is One.
** soon get realized, it has more to dig..... in full enthuse ; my journey is continued....
2- again after tough austerity find , divine presence in big object to tiny cell .
**that's different Issue every attainment give many inner changes .. but my journey is continued.....
3- More .... more to dig .... ... here i find :- actually mystery is not mystery , and simpleness sponteniouship with compassion is real nectar, under our limit , which is unlimited in limited frame with all gratitude ( here is Rumi and Kabir and Meera ). I now know and truly comprehend there is no difference between you and me or anything else.”
**that's different Issue till this feel many poison get settle and over ..... but my journey is continued....
4- still More to dig no words no voice after to move from above station , As the time passed with all " Silence ", acceptance and surrender and process is still continues .....
What is the difference between start and here , my baggage getting lighter ... effort full expressions get limit ......
and journey is Path , end is Path , liberation is Path with all emptiness and without heavy carrying on head or heart .
i think its a Free fall , where is no boundaries of mental or physical , no man made concepts of society or of God .. here is truth is naked and innocent but tough very tough .
Free Fall of Internal appears as something is flowing alike water fall from inside in which all mud get washed and diamond get their glitter back ..
Free Fall is fall of dry yellow leaves in autumn season in a lighter way ....
Free Fall is of full of rice seed bowl which is fall slowly but instant on a beggar's empty hands .... and magical is here is no place of ego cos that bowl is mine , rice is mine , beggar is me ...........
and EMPTY HANDS ARE MINE .
Something is going out ...........which is not mine , and which is mine is with me .....
"and this is not only mine or anyone else specific in the long list pf Sages and Gurus , anyone who are walkers on this path will feel same , same light same fragrance , color may different according to individual walks but fruit taste is same . i am sure"
Free Fall of Internal appears as something is flowing alike water fall from inside in which all mud get washed and diamond get their glitter back ..
Free Fall is fall of dry yellow leaves in autumn season in a lighter way ....
Free Fall is of full of rice seed bowl which is fall slowly but instant on a beggar's empty hands .... and magical is here is no place of ego cos that bowl is mine , rice is mine , beggar is me ...........
and EMPTY HANDS ARE MINE .
Something is going out ...........which is not mine , and which is mine is with me .....
"and this is not only mine or anyone else specific in the long list pf Sages and Gurus , anyone who are walkers on this path will feel same , same light same fragrance , color may different according to individual walks but fruit taste is same . i am sure"
Thank you God for everything !
Om
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